Daddy...will always be in my Heart

Well, today, I'm feel bad. Somebody psycho that I don't know called me and yelled at me without reasons. I tried to control myself but burst into tears when she talked about my late father and started to talk bad about him and she didn't even know him.

Daddy... a dedicated headmaster in one of the prominent school in Kota Bharu, kind of workoholic, dedicated and commited with his work. Very silent and independent guy and only will talk when he felt neccessary. We used to understand him thru his body language.

I still remember on the day he passed away, mom remind us that Daddy is and will always love us, but he didn't know how to show it to us. I'm very fond of him. 'Anak bapak' ler katakan... Most of his figure and behaviour was reflecting in me.

I'm so sad coz I didn't have a chance to tell him that I love him soo much, and am still remember 'the way he looked at me' on the day before he go where I really wanna hug him ( at least for the last) , but I couldn't .... till now... But, I know that he will always be with me... here.. in my heart!!!

Love you.... Dad.... and you will always be with me in whatever I do, and wherever I go...

Al-Fatihah....

A funny story - yesterday morning, I tried to find my handphone but couldn't find it, since I'm in a hurry to go to the office, I just left it at home, hope that my maid will found it later.When I get back in the evening, my maid told me that my handphone had been found inside Aisya's diaper.

All of us are laughing, and she seems sooo innocents and 'cool'. Based on Aina's story, actually last night, the sister wanna grab the handphone from her to play games and she hide the handphone inside her diapers to avoid them seeing it and ending up sleeping with it for the whole night till the next morning...

Now, gotta buy a new one... He! He! coz couldn't stand the smell...

Growing Pains

Two of my daughters jumping around here and there. Hope that they will sleep soon. It's difficult to raise children nowadays, especially with the social life being wilder, the inflation rate increasing and the cost of living is getting higher. We must be very careful and prudent in spending our money.


Sometimes, I feel that "time flies soo fast" and we couldn't chased them. I still remember of my life being a child and freely ride a bike all around the place in my hometown with friends and all the parents know and visit each other. Compared to today's life where the situation is not the same in term of value for money and safety environment for children. Most of the parents (like me) nowadays are very busy with their working life.. and time seems not enough for us to spent our precious time with them.

I start missing my time with them... and try to devote all my life to them.

What Women Want...

Some guys find, it is unimportant to show how they feel. "Ah! there's no point, my baby knows that I love her". Yeah, sure we know you love us, but we need the verification sometimes. We aren't asking for roses, or endless showers of gifts, but more of the little affectionate acts. The way he looks into her eyes or randomly takes her hand and kiss the back of it, burst into a love song - however out of tune it may be, we love it...

We absolutely love these little things, and we just start fretting when a guy slows down with it. We start feeling upset and in turn, start to gets him annoyed, too.

Unnerving. But we don't always have to fight. Sometimes, it is great to take a night off and sit down beside each other and talk through all the problems and stress. Try to understand and realize what has been triggering such tension and irrational behaviour.

Some girls like the looks, some like money, but all of us, just plainly want him to care and comprehend our heart's language. We may difficult at times, but if the guy is willing to work with us in understanding who we really are..., Life will be 'perfect' for all....

Great Day...

It is a rainy morning, gloomy and cold out there. I am so reluctant to get up from the warmth of the bed, felt it would be the nicest thing to just tug in and do nothing but read or just cuddled and fall asleep again.

Then, a very refreshing smell fill in the air, fragrant sweet smell linger in the air, then I see a cuppa of tea and toasted breads are being held in on a tray. OOooo.. is it for me?? Hmm...It is such a great way to start a day...

Suddenly.... mommmm, wake up, I'm late for school.... The sound that comes from outside, manage to make me jump from the bed and get ready for work...