This afternoon, Aina called me at the office asking for the caster sugar, and maple syrup to bake some biscuits based on the recipe book that I bought last weekend. I think she's willing to do this due to her 'boringness'­ at home and alone. I just let her do it but not allowed her to use the oven (mine is not the electric oven), so it is dangerous for her to use fire, and asked her to wait for me coming back from the office to bake them. When I came back, she did make biscuits, but I don't think they can be eaten up and we decide to throw them away, and will do it again this weekend.

Aisyah now, is lying down on the floor doing some dot-dot colouring. At the age of nearly 3, she doesn't wear diapers anymore and she can talk a lot... but still doesn't want to give up breastfeed especially when she wanna sleep at night. He! He! :)

Now, time 8:20 am, I'm looks tired and sleepy in front of the computer at the office. Every morning gotta wake up at 4:30 to prepare for 'sahur' and continue with the maintaining the home, then gotta wake the children to get shower and ready for the 'Day care'. This morning, Aina doesn't want to go to the Centre, then I just leave her at home and ask the neighbour's maid to look (on-and-off)­ on her. My previous maid inform the neighbour's maid that she wanna continue her services with me and ask me either it is OK and want an increase her salary which is higher compared to the market price. I said OK to increase the salary but I put a limit for the max salary that I'm gonna pay her, or else forget about it.

K, I need to start working now... and arrghhh always covered for other people job... although my own work has never finished....­ Anybody... do you have any work for me?? :) and the pay should be higher than now.... (emm I'm sounds like my maid...) He! He! Just kiddin'

I love my job and not really mind to be responsible on other person's job. I treat it as 'my opportunities to learn' and (at least!) I'm aware that I actually 'can do' it.

Now all of my children in the Day Care Centre till 6 - 7:00 pm, then I will fetch all of them to go back home. Life now is quite exhausted, due to the work commitment, and now I gotta do two jobs coz the Admin Executives is on maternity leaves till Sept 09. I don't know either my Director is aware that I'm about to 'burst' with the load, and now am trying to cope with all of it, and think positive about that but no doubt, that I'm a bit frustrating and sad about the delegation of the jobs. Isk! isk! isk!...

Life in Family Commitment - Well... now we are in Ramadhan Holy month, so I hope that I will be more patience and softer with the family life, although the work sometimes unbearable for a little lady like me to organise and manage every single things at home. And I try harder to keep maintain the happy and enjoy our life. Hope that the children will appreciate our sacrifies contribution­ while they are grown up.